The darkness in us

A short time ago, I realized that there is something in us that we all are afraid of. We are afraid of the true being we are. We are savage, murderous, corrupt, hypocritical, lustful, and basically the worst creatures in existence, but we need to know what is right and what is wrong.  I have a very violent relationship with my sister, and usually blood is spilled when we are alone, and sometime very soon, one of us WILL be killed by the other.  Today, she tried to teach me a "lesson" by kicking me in the genitalia, in which I fought back. I know that you will always have you're family, but what happens if you end up murdering your own sibling? My sister is telling the story as if SHE is the victim and I'M the bad guy, when in reality, we are both the victims and the bad guys. I understand that I don't know my own strength, and I know my sister doesn't either, but her and I NEED to start getting along, or else one of us will die. There was something inside me, telling me to kill my sister, and I didn't want to kill her, and I think something was telling her to kill me, which I believe she tried not to listen to, but I was SO tempted to murder my own sister, my own flesh and blood, that if I did kill her, I would have then committed suicide. In a nutshell, I belong in an asylum for the criminally insane.

I Haz Teh Floo

'Sup guys,

I found out that I have the flu (at least it isn't AIDS or cancer) and that I have to be quarantined for a week.  This means that I have barely anything to do.  I can't go out to get my meds, or buy the game Bulletstorm. CRAP!